And know that I will always love you, that my soul will always look for you and that my heart will always give everything to you.

And even after months it feels like it was just yesterday. I still hear your voice, I still see your smile. I carry you around in my heart and am not able to let go. Wondering whether this feeling will last forever. I do not want to go back, but I want to see the day when we will be one again.

And I tried and I turned away but you would always be around. I believe you did not want to be around. But you were. I tried to let this love go. I tried so hard to stop believing. I told myself I am wrong. I told myself whatever I believed in is false. I tried to drown this love with wine. I tried to suffocate it, dedicating all my time to everything else. I tried to become numb, but I still felt the tears. I told this love to go. I did not want it anymore. But I failed. Whenever I turned away from this love it would follow me and tell me to go on. Let me go, I said. I can't, I said. Come back, I said. I can't, you said. I failed but I can't stop loving.

Hey you, once a stranger, I have learned to love you.

And you may walk away and turn your back on me and I will still love you. You may fall and I will still help you up. I will always send you my love; know that you will be loved every day, to strengthen your soul, to peace the heart. My love will always be with you. And I will not stop loving you for even a moment, and not stop believing in this love. Know you are always the one in my heart, the one who my soul longs for. But I will let you go if that is the way you chose, but never will I stop loving you, you will always be the love of my life and I will always hope for a moment with you, for one chance to hear your voice and look into your eyes, and for this hope it is worth to go on, knowing that time will bring love to me in this life or another, for I will always be around waiting for you to call out my name and bring peace to my heart and make my soul whole again. For you and me are one and I will keep on striving to be with the one I love. Love knows no boundaries, love knows no harm. I will just keep on loving you and hope for you to love me again one day.

And I can see God in you and I dare not touch you and dare not to say a wrong word, I dare not ask for a thing, just trying to get a glimpse of you. If only you loved me back, God would be in us.

How I would miss this love if it would not be, for I ask for nothing but its existence, for this love is my strength, not loving would be my weakness. For me to love you is my nature, not loving would be unnatural. Without this love I would not be.