Tuesday, 18 May 2010

And I tried and I turned away but you would always be around. I believe you did not want to be around. But you were. I tried to let this love go. I tried so hard to stop believing. I told myself I am wrong. I told myself whatever I believed in is false. I tried to drown this love with wine. I tried to suffocate it, dedicating all my time to everything else. I tried to become numb, but I still felt the tears. I told this love to go. I did not want it anymore. But I failed. Whenever I turned away from this love it would follow me and tell me to go on. Let me go, I said. I can't, I said. Come back, I said. I can't, you said. I failed but I can't stop loving.

Saturday, 1 May 2010

Hey you, once a stranger, I have learned to love you.

Friday, 23 April 2010

And you may walk away and turn your back on me and I will still love you. You may fall and I will still help you up. I will always send you my love; know that you will be loved every day, to strengthen your soul, to peace the heart. My love will always be with you. And I will not stop loving you for even a moment, and not stop believing in this love. Know you are always the one in my heart, the one who my soul longs for. But I will let you go if that is the way you chose, but never will I stop loving you, you will always be the love of my life and I will always hope for a moment with you, for one chance to hear your voice and look into your eyes, and for this hope it is worth to go on, knowing that time will bring love to me in this life or another, for I will always be around waiting for you to call out my name and bring peace to my heart and make my soul whole again. For you and me are one and I will keep on striving to be with the one I love. Love knows no boundaries, love knows no harm. I will just keep on loving you and hope for you to love me again one day.
And I can see God in you and I dare not touch you and dare not to say a wrong word, I dare not ask for a thing, just trying to get a glimpse of you. If only you loved me back, God would be in us.
How I would miss this love if it would not be, for I ask for nothing but its existence, for this love is my strength, not loving would be my weakness. For me to love you is my nature, not loving would be unnatural. Without this love I would not be.
And I try to be most beautiful and I realize the only real beauty I possess is this love.
I fear that there may be not one more kiss and still I cannot but hope and love you. And even if I wanted to stop I could not let this love go. Oh love, how much pain you give me but so much pleasure. Never could I let go off you for this love is who I am.
I want to be the one behind you, supporting you and loving you whenever the need and see you as who you are. I want to care for you and hold your hand. I want to wait for you at home when you are out travelling; I want to be your home. All I am asking for is to be that one for you.
And I feel like a child who does not know the right words, who does not know what the next step should be. And I love like a woman, how only a woman can love a man, with all her soul. And I want to give like only a lover can give, give from the heart because it is why I am.
Like silk it will float around your body, smooth and soft, embracing every part of it. Love.
Life gives you what you put into it. I was not fair, so life was not fair to me. Now I love and I hope for life to give me my love back.
Please feel me, please hear me, please touch me, please love me. Please be here with me.
Love ought to grow with life, just as we grow, love changes every day but it is always beautiful. One cannot get used to love, he would not love if he did, cause love never stands still, it keeps moving forever and changes every moment to something even more beautiful. Every moment love will surprise you and show you things you have not seen. That is love.
Moments of beauty that compare to nothing but the moment, they know no time and no end, they exist without being, they fly by, yet they make me love life and it is in those moments I can just sit and be.
How much further to go, where to draw a line, this love knows no boundaries, it is just growing and growing, but there is not end to it.
I wish my love to be like sunshine, for you to sit in it and smile and be happy every time the sun comes out. But you would not welcome spring, thinking it is like winter.
Just love and love and love, taking one where one has never been and which’s beauty tends to be forgotten.
Like a river that finds its way around a stone but will not stop flowing, so is my love for you, for one day it will reach the ocean.
The only truth is love which is the source of all creation.
Love cannot be lonely because you need someone to love, and it does not matter whether he loves you back but loving him is the greatest gift of God and you love will always be with him and he will always be in your heart.
It does not hurt to love you, but it hurts not to be loved by you, but that would not stop me from loving you.
Unconditional love does not expect to be loved back but will love forever for the sake of loving.
How I wish to turn back the time and do things right, for now I have lost the most precious thing in my life.
Suddenly nothing in my life seems to compare to it. My live has become love. Living has become loving you.